red october: February 2004



Sunday, February 29, 2004

adriel is buggin me to update, so i finally give in... hope yr happy adriel....
yest woz cool.... aft blogging, went to SHSS to meet adriel and pet... den took taxi to TP to watch the relays... so screwed up... im many of the relays, only my skool took part... cuz we hav two teams... so in the end kept getting one-twos... haha... den the teacher in charge got fed up and sent the C'Div to run wif the B'Div relays... so of course din do dat well lah... haha... den cuz adriel woz so hungry, we went to look for food... but all the cafeterias were closed... haha... poor adriel... so went to a vending machine dat sold hot dog melts... charged $2 for two pieces of bread and sausages... so pathetic... haha... den went to church, n had masterlife... adriel joined us for a while towards the end... aft masterlife, went adriel's hse for a while... played guit, watched the 'feeling this' MTV by blink 182... den went home....

today woz also kinda cool... 1st it woz the usual worship n class... romans 16:19 woz cool... haha.... not bad lah... loll... den aft dat went to judah to play some rugby wif sam, zeke n timmy.... kinda dumb lah... haha... aft dat went downstairs n sat at the fellowship deck wif ivee and adriel.... some ppl were walkin by, said hi n stuff n everythin... cldn't find anyone to go for lunch wif us.. so for fun we asked auntie dot... haha... den aft dat deir family called adriel n asked whether we wanted to go for lunch wif them... we tot it woz a trick... haha... so farnie... den went to some funny place in which i forgot the name... NTUC at bedok i tink... haha.... had pratas n chicken.... adriel had the same thing... den ate the funny 'tisu' thingy.... i din relli want to eat cuz i qoz scared i wld get fat, but everyone forced me so in the end i ate a bit... haha... hitched a ride home wif adriel's family... den slept all the waytill now... so boring... i tink i'll go eat dinner now... im feeling peckish... haha... n i jus realised dat o havent finshed my skool homework yet... darn.... k nvm... going to eat now... bye guyz.....

-im sorry k? i relli din mean it. its all my fault. im sorry-

Saturday, February 28, 2004

boredom.
its killing me.
relli bored nowadays... exams over, got totally nothin to do....
went hong han's house to play badminton yesterday.... saw adriel, nat, raveen and stefan while halfway running there... sorry i cldn't stay to chat guyz... haha... oh well... jus found out that my mum is not planning to buy me an electric guit anytime soon... the earliest is probably the end of the year.... how can i wait so long??!! ar crap.... looks like i gotta stick to practicing my lead w/o any distortion... sigh... den somemore i cant go and figure out all the cool rifts in all the hillsongs songs... i figured out most of it, den when it comes to the super mega distorted part i cant figure it out anymore... sigh... i've got nothing to do now... mebbe go and sleep until masterlife later... bye guyz.. cyaz tmr...

-no more electric- :'(

Thursday, February 26, 2004

ok... exams finally over!!! yippee!!! *jumps around like a drunken monkey* oh well... failed my lit paper... cuz on dat day i woz so nauseatic after my sickness that i cldnt concentrate at all... sigh... got 9/20... i wanna cry already... never got so low on a lit paper b4... sighz... but nvm lah... im plugging in my acoustic to my com now... but its not working... cant start a voice convo... sigh.... oh well... nvm lah... im gonna play games now.... bye guyz...

-im ashamed of myself. i failed my lit.- *cries*

Sunday, February 22, 2004

yupz... im back. and still sick. oh well. im tryin to look on the brite side of life. even thougth there isnt much to look at... i hate this illness... no chocolate, no curry, no crabmeat, no sweets, no soft drinks, no going cycling, no playing soccer, no going jogging, lots and lots of medicines and tablets, and lots of sleepless nites... sigh... somemore i hav my CA tmr... history and lit. history needs lotsa mugging, which is why im rite now desperately tryin to cram everything into my brain after having not studied since friday and saturday. not to mention homework... *slaps forehead* i just remembered... argh... n im having difficulty swallowing which means that even drinking water is a chore. i havent had a proper meal in like 2,3 days? oh man... thank God he fever went down slightly so dat i could still play for worship today... altough i was off form, and made mistakes in most high and everything that has breath... ah well.... im going to take a quik shower now... feeling relli hot and sticky... mebbe its cuz of my temperature.... hopefuly i dun catch a chill...

thanks for the encouragement guyz... you rawk!!!

`worthy, worthy is the Lord, Most High`

Friday, February 20, 2004

everythin's going just sooooooooo well.... *sarcastic voice*
now, other than having soooo many irritating problems plus one,
and failing all my subjects and being totally not confident for nxt week's exams,
i get to fall sick in skool.
how lovely can life be??!!
skool totally sucked today...
cldn't keep my concentration cuz of e fever,
felt super super cold from all the fans,
and basically just slept in class all the way......
sigh......
i wonder what is going to coming next......

-i am the only one to blame for this...- (worlds apart by jars of clay)

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

life sux.
and its the wrong time of the term.
everything's going wrong.
problems keep coming faster than i can handle.
y bother to live on?
some of u mite say dat e earlier statement is totally wrong, but its wad i feel.
crap.
but i shall try to stay happy... ... ...
although its not really working...
never mind.

*weak smile*

jesus you are my best friend, you will always be, nothing will ever change that... ... ...

Friday, February 13, 2004

well im so bored nowadays... bored to even blog... cuz life is jus so boring sometimes... where's the fun? life's supposed to be fun rite? sigh.... but anyway, im glad to say i found my history retest easy... mebbe its cuz i studied for it... haha.... better than the earlier one i had... scored 5/15.... better than zhao ming lah.... he got 3/15... haha.... but wtvr.... got chords for the song "worlds apart" by jars of clay..... relli cool.... jus cant figure out the plucking on the 1st part... training woz ok today... 12knot wind... capsized only once... my fren bang me when i had right of way... kena capsize cuz e boat woz heeling frm the strong wind already... banged my shin.... so pain... but wtvr.... perfected my gybing skills in strong wind already... so proud of myself.... haha.... well, going to play guitar now... bye guyz....

i never knew that i would feel uncomfortable talking to you.
now i jus wish that everything could be back to normal,
jus as it woz last time...

Monday, February 09, 2004

kay im back... gonna stay cheerful, dun care wadeva is disturbin me, or wadeva problem i have..... thnx for e cd abby.... it rawks.... haha.... nowadays hav been v v boring...... skool seriously stinx..... n i cant remember all my chemical formulas... i dunno wad chapt my mother tongue teacher is at. i suppose dat comes when u sleep in class..... but i cant help it.... whem i wake up im so tired sometimes i fall right back to sleep again.... argh.... but nvm... well, my Legolas in LOTR: Return Of The King is Level ELEVEN. can shoot two arrows at one time, reaches perfect mode super fast n everythin... sam, jealous yet? haha... but mebbe im playin too much.... but i cant say its a lot, only abt twice a week? anyway, im sick of it already, so probably not going to play much anymore.... sighz.... i want to buy an electric guitar.... ah well.... im so bored now... gonna go n sleep.... mebbe den tmr i can stay awake in class... haha

cyaz... D'Artagnan get well soon huh? God Bless....

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

happy. be happy. must stay cheerful. SMILE!!!

im gonna stay happy. dun care wtvr is botherin me. im gonna stay happy... haha

sunday woz cool.... i mean like, even thought i tot my team woz gonna lose cuz PET woz my partner, we still did quite well... haha... mebbe we wldn't have without caryn and charmaine's help, but dat doesnt count. we still won... haha... running thro' the fountain and then taking the train wasn't very smart on the ORGANISER'S part, *hint hint* but we still prevailed... acs(i) woz super frustrating.. everyone woz like jus so pissed and tired so we just sat down and refused to move.. haha.. ah well... ben woz funny... especially when walkin wif him everywhere when we had the alliance, he kept makin stupid noises and imitating everyone... haha... both him and shaun kicked up such a fuss when they found out that they had to go to acs(i), and when we were there they were like saying how old and lousy it was n everything... haha... ah well...

sam's house woz cool... blessed rawks. haha... n poor adriel... but dun worry, im sure everyone will forget what they saw huh? haha...

finally cracked the whole of love song for a savior, but without the retuning... cuz my electric tuner is kinda screwed... doesnt work very well all of a sudden... but mebbe it's the battery... hmmm... i didnt think of that... haha... ah well, i still cant get all the instructions for all the harmonics for love song for a savior dat i got off the 'net, but wtvr.. im sure i will figure it out in due course... haha.... ah well....

going to jam now on the guitar and try out the all the new techniques i've learnt.... cyaz...