english -> 75 -> A1
chinese -> 53 -> C6
mathematics -> 73 -> A2
science -> 67 -> B3
geography -> 81 -> A1
history -> 62 -> B4
literature -> 55 -> C5
D & T -> 74 -> A2
home econs -> 69 -> B3
project work-> -> B3
art -> 79 -> A1
CME -> -> A

total -> 688/1000
percentage -> 68.8%
class -> 10/32
level -> 77/276

these are the overall marks. seriously quite a disappointment. im never going to make it into triple science. but i guess i can appeal lah. sigh. its gonna be hard. at least i dun have any more school. yeah.

.bend.pop.drag.jump.land.

she's so high

yeah. school has been HORRIBLE. totally. go to class and do lyk totally nothing. just sleep in class. no one has d sense to bring cards n stuff. n even if we do there's so many people playing until u dun really have a chance to play lah. not looking forward to tmr mannz. owellz. sian lah.

went to my fren's house today. dropped by home on d way to pick up d board. yeah man. now i can skate CONFIDENTLY. and ollie high enuf to clear one board propped up on its side. haha. so fun man. yeah. den d other day went to my fren's house n we took pics of me doing fake stunts on d board. looks totally real though. haha. so cool man. i look so poserish! haha.

on my way down
i saw you
and u saved me from myself
i wont forget d way u loved me

aBbY->so sorry kay? oops. i wont say it again!!! haha. you rawk mannz.

one way or another, i'm gonna find ya.
i'm gonna getcha, getcha, getcha, getcha.
one way or another, i'm gonna win ya.
i'm gonna getcha, getcha, getcha, getcha.
one way or another, i'm gonna see ya.
i'm gonna meetcha, meetcha, meetcha, meetcha.

haha. i so love dis crazy song lah. haha. so lame. owellz. it woz my burfday on friday! haha woteva lah jake.

yesterday woz rather tiring. had JYC recce first. woke up super tired at 8.45. supposed to meet jasper and leon at tanah merah 9. so i rushed lyk crazy, and thank God mummy woz nice enuf to send me. thankew mummy!!! reached tanah merah around 9.10. den we went to lots and lots of places to recce for games. haha. cant tell u guys where. go to the camp and find out!!! haha. but we're really gonna have some really great games lah. aBbY joined us on d way too. yeah. den went to d peach garden at eastwood to celebrate granddaddy's burfay!!! *yAaY* haha. den rushed over to aBbY's house fer JYC meeting. yeah. played some farnie game. our games com presentation woz quite off too lah. but games com rawks! haha. yeah. den went home in d rain. oh no!!! aBbY i forgot to bring your umbrella today. sorry kay? yeah. den went home, had conference call wif games com. den in d end slept really really late lah. so tired.

den today woke up supa late lah. around 145 plus. almost 2. den i ate breakfast, den 5 min later mummy forced me to eat lunch. crazy ryte? haha. den went to church. walked around wif john cuz had nth to do. den had d carnival thing. little kids. haha. yeah. den went down to JYC booth to help, drew d logo n stuff lah. yeah.

the day i found You,
You made my world brand new,
and You covered it with love

changed my direction,
and now i'm heaven bound
i'm running to You

aBbY->sorry kay? i wont say it anymore!!! haha. you rawk!!! *yAaY*

.come.on.jake.

hmms. got back a few of my results today. im horribly disappointed and discouraged. cried. sigh. i got 70 for english. lyk crap lar. i've never been so lousy. i got a blardee 32/50 for my comphre. im supposed to be getting 46 one. sigh. but at least d teacher liked my compo. but i only got 45/60 fer d letter writing and compo. sigh. which gives me a horrible 70% which might go even lower cuz of my oral. sigh. i got a stupid 65.8 for home ec. wads wrong wif all d subjects which usually bring in my A1s??!!! sigh. got a dumb 49.5/100 for d paper. but at least my cooking and craftwork pulled me up super a lot if not i'd have gotten even worse. sigh. i got a crappy 62 for science. ARGH!!! how to get to triple science??!! sigh. im really really disappointed in myself. everyone said i was capable of so much more. i've never felt so low and lousy. sigh. d only consolation woz dat i passed chinese. got a 57.75%. okay lah. compared to my 34.5% last term. still waiting for my geog, maths and art. hopefully can do well for these to get into d stream i want. sigh. pray hard jake.

quite sian now. not sure wad rewards i can get for my results. hopefully enuf money to spend lah. im quite broke now. owellz. i wanna buy a crumpler but mummy dusen really lyk me to spend so much money on a bag. owellz. but at least she agreed to let me get a multi effects pedal. hopefully can get a nice good one lah. owellz. i wanna buy so much stuff. 6230, ipod mini, so much stuff. but nvm lah. must be thankful fer wad i have. *nods*

had training yesterday. i am so so rusty. i can't even roll-tack properly. pray fer me please. sigh. i really need to do well next year. i need to beat a lot of people. if i sailed d same as how i sailed yesterday, i am so gonna die lah. owellz. jake. u gotta work harder fer everything man. you're not doing well enuf!!! sigh.

.revival.generation.

happie burfday aBbY!!!!!!!! you rawk my world!!!!! *yAaY*

happie burfday aBbY!!! thanx oh-so much fer olwez being dere for me kay?!? you rawk! thanx fer everything, especially living wif my lameness n stuff. yeah. you're d greatest!!! you rawk!!!! (",)

-aBbY.rawks-

bye daddy!! have a great trip!!! come back soon! miss ya~!

i give my heart to you because
i cant stop falling in love with you
i'll never stop falling in love with you.

i love you Lord.

saturday woz okay lah. had to wake up supa early to go fer worship pract. yeah. den had games com meeting where we got a few ideas, although i missed d first part lah. yeah. den hung around d cafe. den bern, ivan, abby came over for a while. den sam and raj came over for a while before we went to abby's house for JYC meeting. quite depressed lah. nvm.

worship today woz quite good. d team's really bonding well together n stuff. yeah. music woz not bad considering we only had two instruments. yeah. had to play a lot of stuff by myself, esp King of majesty where i had to switch from playing effects and doing simple overdrive at least five times in d pre-chorus. but woz not bad lah. one way woz quite good. really felt lyk worshipping and giving God all d praise dat he deserves n i really jammed on my guit. rawked. worship woz not bad lah. yeah. den had JYC pub again which woz quite embarrasing and den went around d classes distributing forms. yeah. den dey had guitar auditions where i played a bit of drums. also did d skipping thing fer pet n jo-k. haha. den after dat went down, but woz quite sian cuz i had no one to talk to. fortunately nat n joanna called me over to sit wif dem so i had someone to talk to. dey are really really cool people lah. haha. den went fer lunch wif my family. daddy left for bangkok today for a doctor's seminar. miss him oredi. yeah. den 'driel n i went to sam's house. played mafia, guit, had fun lah. den went to play squash were i found dat i am really really rusty. kept missing d sweet spot and kept hitting d rim. really bad. lost all my games. owellz., den had really really big dinner. thankew aunite lunda and uncle hing lee!!!! had pineapple rice and den sam, 'driel n i shared two really big ice-kachangs. couldn't finish as usual. got really cracked up when sam mistook an atap-chi for a longan and spat it out in disgust. yeah. quite funny lah. den went home.

im gonna learn how to play malaguenas in spite of not having d basic flamenco guitar training! haha. yeah. owellz. things are going wierd as usual, but i'll give it all to God and leave d outcome to Him i guess. i love you Lord.

i'll always go Your way
and that will never change
You will be the One for all my days

-glory-

ever felt like
the world was falling down on you?
and all of a sudden
everything's okay again.
and going great.
except the things closest to your heart.
its breaks you.
kills you
from the inside out.

'cause its all about you
and the world you promised
all we have will give you praise
cause we're all about You
and the world can't stop us
living Your Way
always

i wont say life sucks. 'cause it doesn't! but yeah. sometimes things you dont ever expect to happen DO happen and sometimes it just happens no matter how hard you pray for it not to. but no matter what, cheer up, live life GOD's way, and things will happen perfectly fine. not fine. great. the greatest it could ever get. just commit your life to God, deliver it into His hands, and life will jus rock. i love You Lord.

and the walls will fall down
and religion will break
and the nations will hear this shout
can you hear the sound of faith?

owellz. borrowed my fren's board. cant ollie at all cuz of d horribel plastic below. its some cheapskate board. but it helps me to practice lah. went to jansen's house today. im getting better at skateboarding. although i'll never be very good lah. had fun mannz. dey were jacking him lyk crazy. den he put on d guard, for softball one. but it din really work cuz dey were whacking him oh-so hard. dey jus jack him for fun. lyk on d bus. haha. so fun. we turned d sign around on d back of d double-decker. wanted to take it away but decided not to lah. haha. quite fun. did many many prank calls. haha.

exams are over, but im rather sian. i need to learn something new for guitar. im sick of playing d same stuff over and over again. and i want a korg AX-10G multi effects pedal. its not dat big, has an expression pedal, is very good, and is quite affordable. around $250. but i jus dun hav d cash now lah. i dun even have an amp. need to save more. but yeah. i need cash. hopefully i can get rewards for doing well fer exam lah. cuz lyk i wanna go out n stuff n buy so much stuff. i want a 6230, a crumpler, a multi-effects pedal, an amplifier, new clothes cuz im olwez wearing d same stuff, a skateboard, a music player, preferably an ipod mini. but yeah. no money lah. got lotsa stuff on my wishlist. owellz. but its okay. must be content with what you already have.

met dis poor almost disabled man at the bus stop today. he went on d same 10 as me, and sat next to me on d bus. n it woz lyk even though he woz obviously quite poor, had a weak leg, could walk only with some difficulty, he smiled at me and even waved at me when i alighted from the bus. its lyk, these poor people wif so so much less than us can be much more happy, and so carefree! i really pity him, cuz he has such a great heart. n sometimes i think that we're all really selfish people. at least i know i am. owellz.

tomorrow got worship pract. gonna get to use my fender again. cant wait. haha. owellz. cant wait for sunday, when i'll get to really praise God for all He's done for me. God rawks.

and i will never stop praising You,
for all the things You've done for me,
and i'll be Yours forever,
Jesus You're everything to me

would you believe me if i said...
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today...
would you believe me if i said...
that all of your dreams in your heart
can come true... today...
would you believe me if i said...
that life could be all that you want it to be... today...

and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS.. because of You.. i'm free

would you believe me if i said...
that God can make miracles happen today
would you believe me if i said...
that you dont need to wait for the answers before..
you step out in faith..
would you believe me if i said
that nothing is ever IMPOSSIBLE.. for God..

just live your life.. with God inside
you wont regret one moment of it
and give all that you can for God... for God

exams are over!!!! *screams* yes!!! haha. i cant believe it mannz. time flies. now i've finished sec2. its lyk so fast lah. haha. so fun. went to watch white chicks today. its super super funny lah!!! haha. n smth wierd happened lah. cuz its woz lyk quite early, den only me n my fren went to watch. so we were at cineleisure, n were quite early, so lyk dere were only groups of TKG and IJ schools lah. den after we bot d tickets, as we were going down d escalator, suddenly i heard my name get called, den lyk when i turned around, dere wwas dis group of TKG on d escalator too budden dey were lyk looking away n talking to each other. den as we were wondering were to go to eat, and were walking past long johns silver, dis group of IJ gurls turnded heads n stared at me as we were walking past. super freaky can??! how come suddenly everyone looking at me??! argh!!! den lyk when we went past KFC, dis gurl whom i hav totally no idea who, from TKG, suddenly stood up when she was wif her group of frens n waved at me. super freaky!!! *screams* den going past BK dis group of TKG gurls were looking at me lah. i woz soooo freaked out lah. aiyo. but thank GOd it din happen anymore after d movie. mebbe cuz woz too crowded. haha.

i've got nowhere to go tomorrow. anyone wanna go out wif me??! haha. its a marking day. owellz. oh no.... i jus got a call from my teacher. i have to go school tmr!!! argh!!!! i dun wanna go!!!! *pouts* have to go for some graduation day collect some funny certificate fer sailing. sigh. i rather not collect lah. sigh. owellz. but its at 1430. such a farnie time lah. dunnoe wad im gonna do after dat lah. owellz.

cause we're all about You
and the world You promised
and all we have will give you praise
cause we're all about You
and the world can't stop us
living Your Way
always

aBbY -> i trust you kay??!! dun worry!!! =) haha.

i saw fireworks from the freeway
and behind closed eyes i cannot make them go away
'cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
now something on the surface it stinks
I said something on the surface
Well it kind of makes me nervous
Who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
If you gots the poison I gots the remedy


The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.


I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.


I heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross fire kind of reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
They were counting down the ways to stab
The brother in the be right back after this
The unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh
Death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophy
Dance with me, because if you gots the poison,
I gots the remedy

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.


I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.


When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

Because

The remedy is the experience.
This is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't and I won't and I won't

hmmm. exams are almost over!!! haha. two more days. thank You Lord!!!! *yaay!!!* haha. jus came back. rather tired lah. have been going to church these few days and been there from about 11 plus all d way to 7. owellz. im quite happy wif my chinese. hopefully, God willing, i can pass it!!! *screams* haha. but yeah. i love my fender man. been playing it n stuff. but i need to change d strings. supa rusty now. fender super bullets! haha. woz looking through my fender accesory mag. its so cool lah. i wanna buy so much stuff. i've got quite a formidable wishlist now, but i dun hav any money. i wanna buy a 6230. but i doubt mummy will let me buy lah. sigh. she says she'll give me reward money if i get particular grades. *yaay!!!!* i've saved about $100 oredi, since i got d guitar, but i'll prolly lyk spend it all very fast. must save more!!! haha. so so much cool stuff i wanna buy. owellz. but first, must do well fer my maths paper. n my homeec paper. bwahaha.

me -> pet, my bro's going to singapore idol...
pet -> *very very serious* no lor he can't. its lyk too late oredi, and its almost d finals lah. no way lor.
me and abby -> *look at each other and laughs*
me -> no pet!!! my bro's going to singapore idol!!!
pet -> but he cant wad... next season maybe lah. now its lyk d finals lor. cannot make it one.
me and abby -> *laughs even harder*

pet!!!!! its lyk he's gonna WATCH it lor...... haha.

abby rawks.

is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe