red october: December 2004



Monday, December 27, 2004

jump shak-out in a brand new styleee.
jump shak-out and a move your body.
one in a million girl dem look good.
dem look good like I said they're from Bollywood.

bhaaaaangra knights

as we dance upon the rhythm and ride.
everybody dem a move inside.
everybody dem a feeling the vibe.

bhaaaaangra knights

*dances around*


christmas is over. *cries* haha. i've had fun, even though my presents thing was rather last minute. lotsa things have happened to make me think, but, as auntie linda says, jake the happy-go-lucky boi shall stay happy and dance to music da whole nite and not be sad and whatnot.

saturday was christmas. which is actually yesterday, although it dusen feel lyk it. went for service. fainted halfway. dunnoe wad happened. while we were praying, i just felt it hard to breathe, felt really hot and sticky, den my head started swaying, lost consciousness, and awoke on the pew. sam shook me awake by the way. if not i might have continued liddat. man i hate d feeling of d lack of blood in your head. the ringing sound, the loss of consciousness. kor brot me down to the toilet, but as i woz going out of the sanctuary, i lost focus again and couldn't see, which explains for my stumbling around and feeling fer d wall and stuff. almost fell down d stairs cuz my legs were too weak. yeah. washed my face, got better, stayed downstairs fer a while. went up. got so tired i kinda fell asleep. woke up, felt crappy again and stumbled downstairs. threw up in the toilet. felt a bit better after dat. yeah. den sat down on d bench, fell asleep. guo liang woke me up around d time when service ended. yeah. den went to get my stuff, went on d mega-running-around-giving-everybody-gifts thing. haha. rather fun lah. becky gave me something!!! so touched. haha. den went home wif korkor, 'driel, john, slakced around, everyone fell asleep. john decided to pang-seh us, left without waking us up. yeah. den went 'driel's house to swim+suntan. den went to muthu's curry fer a fantabulous dinner. it had a biig banner saying "rajkumar turns 1. HAHA!!! sho farnie. pity raj wasn't there. den went to ryn's house fer carolling. woz rather fun. den went bern's house. freddy is rather cute. gave snoopy two kisses. haha. den drank carlsberg, and red wine!!! woz d only one hu din get affected by it lah. haha. i can hold my alchohol!!! haha. kor and 'driel and red faces. ;o) yeah. den went home around 1 plus in d cab. poor jane woz so freaked.

today woz okay lah. managed to wake up fer church. amazing!!! haha. had worship wif only keyboard. a good change from d regular stuff, i think. haha. slacked around, played a lil' drums. im lousy lah. owellz. den musks, bern and daniel came over. watched SNL, kris came over from her house. yeah. ate, practiced my scrumhalf role!!! haha. den kor, 'driel, kris, mei, bern and i went to watch kungfu hustle. dan went fer wif us to TM but left aft a while. yeah. its a super farnie and corny show!!! haha. yeah. den went home. yup.

my guitar corner has been changed!!! i have two guitar hangers on d wall now, although i dun like to put my electric cuz it mite spoil d head. my acoustic's hanging there, then the amp and KORG multi-effects and underneath, wif all my cables. haha so nice mannz. but my desk is still VERYVERY messy. haha. school's starting. in one week. sadly. owellz. u noe, they told us to clear our lockers and take out the padlocks by the last day of term4, but my books are still in the locker, padlock's still on!!!! *hahaHAHAaz* im good mannz. i tink i'll lose all my books oredi lah. haha. cant believe im gonna wear long pants next year!! haha. so fun mannz. yup.

to you: you'll olwez be dear to my heart, and you'll never be below wad i want you to be. you've oredi proved yourself to be more than wad i could ever expect from you, and you rawk!!!! smile and be happy fer me olwez kay? i love you!! *hugs.mmmuackx*

stay.happie.everybody!!!.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

shopping is a delicate procedure which one must concentrate on wif utmost attention.

merry early x-mas!!!

Monday, December 20, 2004

many people are sad nowadays. yup. i cant admit i was once liddat myself. and i still do get frustrated devastated depressed angry. i used to be rather sensitive, to everything, especially to what she did and said. yup. but i've long since gotten over it, and now im like taking everything in my stride. like i woz a bit pissed wif korkor when he needed more time on da com when it woz my time to use cuz he needed to update his blog but he woz still on msn and not concentrating on it. i kinda used to get SOOO upset over such STUPID stuff. yeah. but im okay wif it now! haha. kor are u reading this??!? haha. yeah. so to all you saddened peepz out there, there's more to life!!! haha so corny ryte. yeah.

cheer up everybody!!!

toyou: DONT put yourself down ever!! never hate yourself kay?. you've got this special something in you, which makes them feel dat way to you, which is something not many people have!!! so dont put yourself down, instead, stand up straight, and just lyk tell dat person off? yeah! you're a really nice and great and sweet and rawking person, which is something i definitely am not. and you've got lotsa frens who will olwez be there for you, so cheer up kay? its saddens me to see you sad. smile kay? *hugs.muackx* love ya!

they paved paradise and put up a parking lot
with a pink hotel, a boutique, and a swingin' hot spot
don't it always seem to go
that you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
they paved paradise and put up a parking lot... ...

*lAlAlA*


yupyup. these few days have been spent carolling, shopping, and slacking, which is rotting at home. sighhhzzzzz. carolling woz fun, although i kinda screwed up. A LOT. sigh. so disappointed wif myself lah. totally. shopping woz fun!!! went out wif SeLeNe on saturday, bot some stuff. met up wif jiejie and marshall too!! haha. woz rather farnie. *SeLeNe aNd i pOke jIe jIe* haha!!! so farnie. today woz dead lah. jus slacked at home, played star trek armada2, tinkered wif my effects. i need to create more man. im using the same ones over and over again. *aRgH* owellz.

man josh is a really talented guy. he can sing, and he's a crazy guitarist man. jus heard his song. "good riddance". its totally cool!! haha. he's an all rounded guy lah. got great looks, great character, and is totally pro in music. there are sooo many peepz out dere nicer and better than me. sam's a crazy flamenco player, wif great looks and witty character. 'driel's really improving in drums, has REALLY great looks till he attracts guys. john is a really good musician, sings perfectly. kor can sing super nice, and has a great character. han ling's really nice, and is a SUPER lead guitarist. man im nothing compared to them. i look horrible, am a really big meanie, cant play anything nice wif guitar, and am just too noisy when on da drums lah. owellz. but God gave me these gifts, and i'll strive to improve on them!!! yeah.

its something unpredictable
but in the end its right
i hope you had the time of your life



*hUgS* .da.lil'.prince.

believe God even when you can't believe what just happened

blog entries everywhere are getting shorter
why am i updating this when mine is not updated?
=*)
no, seriously, di di, thanks so much although
i can't say everything's back to normal,
i can't pretend nothing's changed
thanks for the incessant teasing
//sticksouttongue

....a word of love can make a world of difference


Friday, December 17, 2004

hello everybody!!!

is da gurl from ipenema chio??!? haha.

.jake.muackx.

Monday, December 13, 2004

i'm a nobody.

john is LOUZEE at bridge. HAHA.

we're at cheam camp now. 'driel's threatening john wif snip-snip, and korkor wif ice-cream. haha. kay i gtg. everyone's being noisy and john's bugging me lyk really really irritating. cant stand it. k bye!!! *waves*

.in.other.words.???

Monday, December 06, 2004

well i will go down with this ship
and i won't put my hands up and surrender
there will be no white flag above my door
i'm in love and always will be


lalala. no one's at home. da house is empty. only filled by da guitar solos of mark tremonti in alter bridge-one day remains. and the sound of typing. and da big big b ig heavy duty fan blowing. haha so lame ryte. yeah. mummy and sista and my maid went to genting to slack!!!so lucky. yup. their coming back on wednesday!!! which means only daddy, kor and i will be home!! and ryte now kor's somewhere out there after his NAT training, and daddy's at work. which leaves jake at home!!! oh i forgot to wash my plate after dinna. eep.

yesterday woz church as usual. yeap. went fer holy comunion wif da musks, went fer worship, sat through speaker session, prayed da 4 points (of which 'driel kept laughing). den slacked around, played a bit of soccer wif zeke and da boys and had to grab my jeans cuz dey threatened to fall off and embarass me. yup. den went home fer a while to change and stuff; went to sam's house. still wif da musks. slacked around, restrung sam's electric (finally), practiced da flamenco part, played mafia. we skipped lunch altogether, so i took ribena pastilles, some chocolate and JELLYBEANS. haha. john "kop-ped" some from me. den we went down to play table-tennis. 'driel is improving i must say. haha. den we did a rather cool filming which u guys will see on sam's fone da next time we meet. haha. yeah. den john had to go, while 'driel, sam and i played "name da fruit/vegetable/country table-tennis". haha. den 'driel went up to play mafia, kor joined us. slacked fer a while again before uncle hing lee took us to pizza hut fer a BIG BIG dinner, den we went to ACS(I) fer da ONE camp e-concert thingy. although we were a bit late lah. yeah. had some really great worship. haha. yeah. den i did da slipper thing to selene, meimei and edlyn. dat selene tried to whack me afta dat. bedok MC!!! haha. den we went to da parade sqaure fer a while. had some interesting discussion, as well as some prayer. yeah. den went to sam's house again. from my heart, i am sincerely sorry to uncle hing lee, who had to go back to AC to pick us, but cuz of a lack of charges in his handphone battery, couldn't call us to find us where we were, and we tot he'd know we'd be late cuz sam msged him, but we forget his handphone had no battery. so yeah. sorry!! okay back to topic. so we decided to stay over cuz it woz so late. slacked around, talked wif da musks, den i talked to aBbY on da phone fer a while. yeah. den we all got rather tired and went to sleep while kor kor stayed up playing mafia. yeap.

woke up da laz today. yeah. went down to eat breakfast. uh-oh. forgot to switch off my room air-con. daddy's a bit pissed. argh. okay. played a bit of table-tennis, watched a bit of barney. its so lame lah. dis boy. wif fake biceps goes on stage and starts picking up dumbells, den he tells barney to hold da dumbells fer him, den he lifts barney up. its so lame lah!! haha. yeah. den went wif da wong family to get 'driel's new school uniform, before dey dropped me off at home. yeah. den i played guit, tried to improve on my lead+effects skills. which isn't much lah. yeah. den fell asleep, woke up here and there to reply messages, yeah. woke up around 7 plus, watched shark tale while eating dinner. and here i am!! haha.

p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
*pOkEs dI dI*
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
haha
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
*ducks and pokes back*
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
THAT, mY dEaR, iS iMpOsSiBLe
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
IM VIOLENT KAY!!
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
haha
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
1) u sAiD pOkE bAcK - u cAnT pOkE bAcK iF i nEvA pOkE u
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
2) i sAy i nEvA pOkE u cUz u sAiD u dUcKeD
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
sO mAkE uP uR mInD
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
eItHEr wAy u LoSe
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
dO u eVeN gEt iT?
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
eeyer
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
u cheat one you
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
u cAnT eVeN mAkE sEnSe
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
nOt tT i cHeAt
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
;0)
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
no lor
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
i HAVE to say poke back
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
cuz if i say otherwise
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
its gramatically incorrect!!! haha
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
BACK
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
u cAnT sAy tT
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
bOtH wAyS iTz wRoNg
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
aLrItE
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
sAy pOkE bAcK
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
poke back?
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
bUt u cANT sAy dUcK nEmOrE dEn
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
sO u dIn dUcK
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
oMiGoSh i cAnT bLeAf wE r hAvIn dIZ cOnVeRsAtIoN
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
u started it!!!
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
*points finger*
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
....
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
;0)
p ® i n c e s s * t h a t ' s w h a t i n e e d - t o t h i n k says:
i wOuLdNt, iF u wErEnT so SILLY
.: ll porthos ll :. === .amazing.but true?. === says:
i wasn't lor. *pouts*

.evidence.that.jie.jie.bullies.me. *wInKs*

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Boo!!! i'm back!!!
konichiwa..
i miss everyone!!! heh..

-abby.baby invades-

Saturday, December 04, 2004

congrats to kIn yEw and pAm!!! gOd bless you peepz 4eva and eva!!!

yuuup. woke up today. DUH jake!! haha. kay. yeah. woke up in time fer teenagemutantninjaturtles. my favouritest, rawkingest cartoon eva. so cool mannz. as usual, michelangelo(me!) saves da day. haha. but dis episode is one of two. so yeah. its to be continued. so frustrating ryte. i hate it when they do that. this time, da triceratons invade earth in order to capture da fugitoid. cuz dey tink he created this super teleporting machine. ehich they have shown in previous episodes. but this world HAS to have some dumb people. da triceratons are oh-so eluded dat up to now they still dunnoe dat it woz da teenagemutantninjaturtles dat created da machine in da first place, and it wasn't da fugitoid!!! so in other words, da triceratons and invading a poor, innocent world for this fugitoid who isn't even on da planet, cuz they think he created a machine which he din even create. and they start rounding up poor peepz who have da trace particles on them. so bad ryte. yeah. so its lyk they're never gonna find da objective, which means they'll prolly destroy poor old earth to realise that lah. unless da teenagemutantninjaturtles step in!!! muahahaha. cant wait fer da next episode mannz. haha. im so lame lah. yeah.

den went to church fer da wedding. woz so exciting mannz. haha. so fun. yeah. and den SOMEONE says SOMETHING which starts pet and debwaa teasing me, but nvm. owellz. i shall live wif it. haha. anyway, it woz da first time wearing my supa nice long-sleeved shirt, and well as my jeans!! haha. had to wear a belt. lol. yeah. da laksa woz nice too!!! haha. woz rather fun lah. yeah. den had to walk home. woz so hot mannz. den i watched da two towers while eating dinner!!! i seem to be watching teevee a lot nowadays. haha. woteva lah jake. yeah. kay im busy now. playing checkers wif debwaa. see ya guyz tmr!!! *waves*

.oops.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

cheer up jie!!! *wInKs*

yupyupyup. i rotted at home today. totally. died died died. i woke up at around 2. i am such a pig. ate lunch while watching da matrix reloaded dvd. so cool mannz. i now have da matrix trilogy!! im gonna watch it all at one shot sometime. haha. anyone wanna join me? lol. yeah. den played guitar, played com. watched i, robot while eating dinner. its rather nice. yeah. den played guitar again. so boring mannz. but i made quite a few new effects AGAIN!!! haha im so happy mannz. yeah. one's some really crazy, warping, overdrive, while another one uses U-vibe!! haha. and another one's a fuzzy and grungy and heavy but super nice sounding distorion. haha. i tink u guys prolly wont know what im talking about lah. yeah. i've fallen in love wif my fender and korg mannz. rox to da core. haha.

here i go
scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
but there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only, my only one


'driel's coming back on saturday. yeah. hopefully when he comes back i can lyk go over or smth and i wont be so bored. haha. aBbY's coming back on sunday!!! *yAaY* cant wait mannz. haha.

and i'd give up forever to touch you
'cause i know that you feel me somehow
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i don't want to go home right now

and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
'cause sooner or later it's over
i just don't want to miss you tonight

and i don't want the world to see me
'cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am

and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

and i don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who I am

i just want you to know who i am
i just want you to know who i am
i just want you to know who i am

baby i can't help this feeling
it's a fight that i know i can't win
there's nothing i can do
so i'm giving up tonight
coz baby you're my kryptonite


taufik won!!! *yAaY*!!!

haha its good to be back!!! yeah. rox man. i jus realised its KOH SAMUI, not cosa mui. haha so malu. couldn't buy any stuff, cuz we stayed in a resort, and like din get to go do much shpping. but da resort is super nice lah. and da people there are SOO friendly!! haha. anyway. i cant blog fer very long. must let kor kor use da com at 1. yeah. i'll update in detail next time!! haha. i realised kryptonite is a rather nice song!!! haha. kor's talking to someone in da room. he's laughing rather loud. i can hear from outside! haha. whatever jake!! lol. and i realised that kor is right. "one day remains" by alter bridge IS rather nice. haha. my acoustic is deteriorating. i need to clean it up rather bad. change da 5 month old strings, polish down da body, clean da fretboard. i realise im not paying much attetion to it now i've got my fender and my multi-effects. i still play it very often, but lyk i dun take care of it as much. i ought to. yup. starting from tomorrow i shall do a ultimate makeover of it!! need to go shopping for guitar accesories. and noe wot? i realise im spouting lotsa nonsense which u guys prolly wont care much about. haha. woteva lah. carolling is fun mannz!!! haha. except i cant really hit da high notes and im either singing very softly or im singing one octave lower. haha. im so scared i'll spoil da whole thing. owellz. took picture wif mei and yc today. kris took pic of me. i tink i looked rather horrible. sorry fer making da picture louzee okie? everyone says my hair's long. but i like it long!!! except dat it dusen stay in da shape i want it to. its super nice 1 hour after i do it up den it starts to drop. owelz. for once kor says something good about my hair - that is has potential!! haha. whatever that means. lol. i tink my drum skills are improving!!! haha. da next music thing i wanna buy is a drum set, although i'll prolly never get it, and that i might get some other guitar thing. oh and i learnt a few different ways to add some really cool effects into songs!!! haha im so happy man. one is some special echo effect, and da other is how to use crybaby wah-wah properly in lead and accompliments. there are some others too but i havent completely figured it out lah. but i'll have to figure out which effect it is in my multi-effects so i can program it in. haha im so proud of myself man. got it jus by listening! haha. and i realise musketeers and da king can form a band oredi!!! haha. athos does da keyboard and synthesizing, d'artagnan can play all da crazy classical stuff as well as those vintage kind of lead (dunnoe how to explain), aramis play da drums (duh), and i play all da crazy electric stuff!! haha. da king sings lead vocals, and all of us can do backups!! haha. but we still need a bassist lah. haha. okie i gotta give kor da com now. see ya guys!!! *waves*

coz i can't stop thinking of you
i'll be trying not to love you
i'm helpless girl it's true
so I'm giving up tonight
coz baby you're my kryptonite

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

theprincessinvades

i don't know if you know this,
but i live life in the fast lane-
that means no stop signs,
no red lights,
and no pulling over to take pictures


alright
this is my fourth and final entry-
i'm leaving for malaysia in a few minutes;
thelittleprince is coming back today.
"but what if tomorrow never comes?"-
i've no idea why i said that last night.
kor was asking adriel something,
and that question just came out of my mouth.
it set me thinking, really, throughout the ride home.
oh
last night aunty ivy reminded me that school's starting-
next monday, that is.
but the first week's only lectures, so it's alright i guess.
my entire term break - all 72 days - it's almost gone.

peeass: tell meimei i really don't know how to add her.

....the accused is entitled to the best defense possible