i think the people at line 6 are cheaters. they created the super guitar variax. they have the variax bass, the variax acoustic, and the variax 300, 500, and 700 which are electric guitars. they are so cheaters. each variax can emulate different kinds of guitars, in terms of tone and all lah. the variax bass can emulate acoustic basses etc, even has a blend setting to increase your tonal capacity. the variax acoustic is crazy. it can emulate classical guitars, mandolins etc. of course, its the sound out of the amp, not the natural sound lah. duh. but no, what's EVEN crazier is the fact that it can do alternate tunings!!!! as in electronically. how cheat is that? so for example if you want to do a drop 'D' tuning, jus push the setting on the controls, and tada!! you get it. once again. is the sound out of the amp, so the natural sound will still be the standard tuning. like how cool is that??!? imagine all the eletronics in it. the variax electrics have amazing tone, and can emulate guitars like vintage telecasters, les paul classics etc. cheaters. WTH. haha.

mummy and daddy just left a while ago for the airport, bound for korea. gonna miss them. i love you! yeah. today is a waste of time. i managed to "pia" my essay during SS period. bwahaha. training was a flop. spent like less than one hour at sea? waste of time. sigh. and the juniors are getting much too cocky. thank God i haven't deteriorated till im lousier than they are. those pricks better sober up. have some respect for your seniors man. yup. im tired. inter-house sports day is coming up, and i signed up for 100, 200 and 400. hope i haven't dropped too much in form. owellz. i'll go train. hard. i better. owellz.

im sorry debWAA for being angry, im sorry. i jus feel a bit "arrgh" now, dun take it too hard okay. sorry.

crap. i jus realised my scab from the skateboarding wound came out cuz of sailing. crap lar.

and i wonder. am i just built this way. stop trying to be someone you arn't, simply cuz you arn't. so leave them alone, mind your own business, live your own life. don't stick your nose into other peep's, and just... screw off hmmm?

did you ever feel like you should have said
something smarter at that time,
did you ever feel like you should have kept
in all to yourself,
did you ever think it might be your fault
and never promise anymore,
did you ever think it might not be me
now it was always me?

listen to that.

i have lots of thoughts about certain stuff. like, school, frens, guitar, God.

i wanna see you

jake is nonsense. im sorry but i have a declaration to make. selene chan tze ling is a HOT babe!!!! okay done.

xgames turned out better than expected. thank You God. =) pity 'driel din wanna go. sigh. it din rain, thanks to God, and i THINK most peepz had fun lah. yup. thanks to the comm who so willingly did all the tasks i needed you guys to do, and doing them efficiently, even though we were in a bit of a rush and all. you guys worked perfectly as a team, well done. =) haha. yeap. amanda's house is nice. :) especially the walk there. ARGH. my feet. next time amanda tells you to walk to her house, make sure you got some SUPER padding on your feet or something. i just had to wear slippers. sigh. but yup. deb slacker used me as a cushion. and she pushed me off d couch once. at least she shared wimme in d end. =)

i am truly and utterly shocked and i feel oh so cheated. go see the Life section of monday's straits times. see the actress called Ha Ri Su or something liddat? quite hot right. my frens think so too. but if u happen to read the article, you'll find SHE is actually a MAN. gosh. its shocking to know what doctors can do to you nowadays. not only that, look at her arms. they are so lady's arms, so slim and nice, you'll never believe they actually belong to a person who was ONCE A MAN. i feel so cheated. haha. like 'driel would say, cheat my money cheat my feelings. owellz.

got a sets test tmr. im VEH lousy at it, i dun understand ANY of the signs 'cept for the epsilon one. owellz. i have to study hard, lest i dun do well.

mummy and daddy are going to korea on thursday night. the same day OC returns to channel 5. they're not gonna come back till the 10th. daddy's got a doctor's seminar. i'll miss you both. A LOT. =) love you mummy and daddy!!!! :)

rain down on me
rain down on me
here in Your presence i am free
pour down like rain
come and touch me again
Lord let Your presence fall on me







oh if u do read this, try to call me k. i hope u noe who im talking about. =)



___missing/

happy burfday bern!!!!

today's bernie birthday. =) happy birthday bern!!!! thanx so much fer being a mentor yet still a close friend, i've enjoyed all d times we went out wif mei and 'driel and all. :) hugs. God bless!! =)

i jus spent another day with 'veen and jiejie and a "half-day" with nat and jo.tng. d fab five. :) and my jiejie like so rocks lah. i love you jie. =) i like the game fifa street haha its super fun lah. can 'ole' people like crazy, and its super fast-paced AND fun! bwahaha. i love it, someone buy me an xbox to play that game? =)

today's good friday, a day to remember God in all His reverence and power and all. pastor joel's sermon is truly inspiring, and God loves all of us. =) everyone remember that k, and when things are looking down, remember you've still got someone who's olweiz been there for you, and will definitely be there for you forever. :) yup. went to the TM pizza hut wif raj, 'veen and jiejie. =) went jie's house fer a while to pick up beef stew, den went 'veen's house. its super fun we played xbox i have found my touch for it haha. so cool. 'veen's B&S group came over, me jiejie and raj stayed in their room, him playing winning eleven on xbox, her watching OC season 2 episode 15 and me watching OC season 2 episodes 1 & 2. sorry lah i know im slow, but channel 5 only releases it like 31st march and limewire takes so long to download im like only at 75% lah. owellz. yup den we had dinner. curry potatoes. :) we played taboo, and i kinda malu-ed myself. "wot's in a hot dog?" i answered "hot!!". argh. i woz horrible at pictionary too. haha. yup den went home. =)

'veen!--> thanx fer d laughs, you da man!!!! ;0) cheers bro!

jiejie--> i LOVE your company. :) thanx fer helping take my mind off stuff. you rock jie i love you!!!! =)









//'cause i've got you and you've got me. =)

i wanna show You
what You mean to me God
i give You my whole life
i've got to tell you
i am Yours forever
Lord i give You my whole life

everytime i sing or hear this song, i'll remember how loudly i shouted it out to Him with all my heart.

to the ends of the earth

i had a fab weekend. thursday friday saturday sunday. thursday woz synergiz. i praised God. friday and saturday woz rescue mission. played for the worships. praised God again. played for worship on sunday too. praised God. played soccer. thursday woz great lah. God works in marvelous ways. love You Lord. rescue mission woz rather great for me. spent all my time with [jo.nat.veenbean.jiejie] the one with the funny laugh, the two big brothers, the princess. they're fab, helped me forget and distract me from some stuff. i had soo soo much fun, you guys rock!!! ;0) we all stayed at jo's house on friday night. went to simpang fer supper at like 3plus. im amazed by how hardworking the peepz there are. haha. i had a bomb. wasn't much of one, woz rather defused when it came. *winks* stayed at jo's house, d princess got d bed. =) we were supposed to be in church by 0830 on sat morning for the COP prac, and we all woke up and were ready. cept fer one. guess who. ;0) d one who sleeps sitting down. bwahaha. yeap. after the camp, went fer lunch with them. played fer YAM worship. den went home to SLEEP. uber tired. kor woke me up an hour later, had to go for meeting. yeap. haha about six people jus signed in, filled up d whole screen. so fun. ;0) im utterly random. yeah. den woke up early today AGAIN in spite of my sleep deprivation for worship. d same band as that of the rescue mission band!!! =) oh except fer nat. =( kinyewtimothyjoshngjoannejoannaveenbeanjieieme. after church went fer lunch with family. slept, den went fer soccer. 'veen, nat and jo were there. =) din play veh well. owellz. okay for a rusty person. yupyupyup. (",)


worship team!!!!










-i'll never give up.

everybody jump in this place!!!!

God is moving. amen? Father truly You are great and mighty, truly You are the abba father, maker of heaven and earth, king of all kings, our jehovah tsidkenu, the el nissi. truly You are GOD. we love You Lord Father. Lord i pray that You touch the hearts of each and every one of the people that i know, even those that i don't. i pray that You let them experience you in a veh personal way, and bring us all closer to You Lord Father. touch them like You touched me. Lord, if there are any anxieties in our hearts, and distractions or whatnot that is bothering us, i pray Lord Father that in the name of Jesus Christ You cast it out of us Lord, that You take away anything hindering our path to You Lord Father. drive the evil one out of us Lord Father, for he's the one that's blocking us Lord, he's the one that's creating anxiety in us, the one keeping us away from You. help us concentrate on You Father, and help us understand that everything happened because You made it happen Lord. draw us close to You Father, keep us safe with You, and keep away the evil one. we love You Lord Jesus. we love You Lord. hallelujah Lord Father.


i jus came back from synergiz. truly experienced God, and i awe at His power and majesty. God is good. i bot d shirt n album, got the band's signatures!!!! ;0) haha yeap. gonna type out chords, den go sleep. got camp tmr. ;0) byee guys! God bless You all.

happy belated burfday my bestest chio bu!!!! love you to bits! ;0)

haven't been blogging. yeap. 'cause everything's changing and i don't feel the same. haha. its the march holidays, the coveted week that everybody especially me has been waiting for. you know, a whole week of slacking off, going out, and NOT GOING TO SCHOOL. yup. i've survived ten long weeks for this. of going home at around 6 plus and even later everyday. and now the holidays are here. and wot's jake doing? slacking at home. ARGH. owellz. turned down many offers to go out, but wot the heck. yup.

everyone's rather sad. everyone's rather distant. EVERYTHING'S CHANGING. is it good? is it bad? i dont know. all i know is, everything's changed quite a bit since d old days. or maybe its just me. dunnoe lah. wotever jake. yeap.

someday i'll fly
someday i'll soar
someday i'll be so much more
cause i'm bigger than my body gives me credit for




--<)thats what i go to school for.

the best time to praise God is when u don't feel like praising Him.
the best time to turn to Him is everytime. in fact, He's the person you turn to first.
God's your first resource, not the last resort.
God is moving
when people backstab
when they give hurting remarks
when people are ungrateful for wot you're doing
i dont care wot they say about me, its alright, its alright.
they'll geddit one day
God's olweiz there when the world comes crashing down. when nothing seems to work.
when life seems nothing like work, and depression. when it looks like nothing's ever gonna be right.
jesus you are my best friend, you will olweiz be
nothing'll ever change that
when irritating teachers keep up their incessant nagging
when things don't come out the way you'd expect them to
when friends disappoint.
when everything seems wrong
when disappointment comes whenever you do something
there must be more than this
when sometimes the path ahead seems daunting
when the choice you have to make doesn't seem right
when sometimes God's way doesn't isn't very exciting to follow
when you want to go the easier way, the more tempting way
when following God is hard, is daunting
when following Him takes more out of you than you're willing to give
jesus i believe in you, and i would go
to the ends of the earth, to the ends of the earth

there must be more than this,
o breath of God come breathe within,
there must be more than this,
Spirit of God we wait for You.

fill us anew we pray,
fill us anew we pray.

consuming fire fan into flame,
a passion for Your Name,
Spirit of God fall in this place,
Lord have Your way,
Lord have Your way with us,

come like a rushing wind,
clothe us with power from on high,
now set the captives free,
leave us abandoned to Your praise.

Lord let Your glory fall,
Lord let Your glory fall.

stir it up in our hearts Lord,
stir it up in our hearts Lord,
stir it up in our hearts Lord,
a passion for Your Name.

for we know that He's olweiz there
and by giving up and sucuumbing to the devil
we're not only failing ourselves
but we're failing Him
trust in Him
for we know He's OLWEIZ been there
and He'll never give us more than we can handle
ignore all those distractions
and focus on Him
cause we're all about You, and the world You promised
all we have will give You praise
cause we're all about You
and the world can't stop us
living Your Way, always
so jump for joy, praise Him, and revel in His glory and awesome power
'cause its Him we live for everyday

would you believe me if i said
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today, yeah
would you believe me if i said
that all of your dreams in your heart
can come true, today
would you believe me if i said
that life could be all that you want it to be, today

and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS
because of You
i'm FREE

would you believe me if i said
that God can make miracles happen today, yeah yeah
would you believe me if i said
that you dont need to wait for the answers before
you step out in faith!!
would you believe me if i said
that nothing is ever IMPOSSIBLE
for God, yeah!!!

and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS
because of You
i'm FREE

just live your life with God inside
you wont regret one moment of it
and give all that you can for God
for God!!!!

and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS
because of You
i'm FREE!!!!

-fly-

to see you. what does it take to experience Him? why is it that one cant feel Him no matter how much he wants to? why u olweiz hear the evil one's voice no matter how much you dont want to? how one gets taken in so easily by evil things that one fails to realise the serious repercussions that he might face? why he feels crappy when he faces those repercussions and wishes he's never done what he did, when all he should have done is to think things slowly at the beginning? yeap.

also. am i sick and tired of all this. shall i make one final swan song and do my last before i get out of my prime and retire. or will i persevere towards the end but be feel sian in between. achar just ended. my frens and i think rui en's cute. out of point. owellz. and. is taking up posts good. or bad because u've got responsibilities to uphold. where people will come down hard on you whenever u make on little slip. or is just go plain simple better. is taking up a post and being someone else where you'll have many things to uphold better, or is being a normal guy better. people come down hard on you whenever you make a little slip. sometime's its not really fault at all. yet u still have to take it. you are driven to uphold responsibilities that come with these posts. or is being normal better, where no one pushes you, and you just go at your own pace. i guess it all depends on the individual, and his surroundings i guess. maybe taking up posts do seem tempting. or maybe i shouldn't say taking up posts. how about just doing something different from the rest, being a "someone else". is that good? or izzit bad. one little slip will kill you, one slight stumble will do you out, one little temptation succumbed to will make you maati. bwahaha. forgive my english. yupyupyup. anyway, go read the 2nd post on the FL blog if you haven't. its inspiring.

http://frontliners.blogspot.com/

yeap. i did something not so good today. i totally din mean it at all, cuz i was ignorant of the certain rules pertaining to it, and i din noe. i just din noe. but, as they all say, life's unfair, people in authority dont listen to reason. in most cases as such, they are teachers. yup. how apt. im prepared to take the fall, knowing that its not really my fault. owellz. met up with selene that hot babe today. ;0) yeap. she's so cheeky. wot a cheeky girl. shakesheadindismay. ;0) next time its MY turn okie? pokes you HARD. haha. nevertheless, she perked me up. ;D iloveyoutobits!!!! =) yupyupyup.

im quite proud to say im keeping rather on top of my work. yeah. but its also cuz i've become more efficient in the transfer and copying of answers from one book to mine. haha. and also cuz teachers are slacking in homework now im quite happy. haha. CAs have been both high and low. unfortunately i'd have to say mostly low lah. had a few unexpected but of course pleasant ups. daddy's just come home. yeah. however, i am quite disappointed in myself in a few cases, and i seriously need to buck up, this will DEFINITELY not do. especially with someone of my calibre. well, at least im SUPPOSED to be that good. maybe im not really. sigh. anyhow, i've realised that from the streaming of classes from last year, im the 2nd smartest in my class. bwahaha. but that doesn't mean anything if i dont perform well this year. sigh. owellz.

-one day-


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